Loneliness

F & Me…the good ol’ days


At times I feel so lonely. Then, I take a look back at all my pics with F. If I could turn back time, I would want to go back then. It’s not that I want him back to my life. I’m glad that he’s happy with his life now and we’ve talk about the possibility of getting back together, and it was a mutual decision that it’s not gonna happen. I would want to have someone back in my life, but until now I couldn’t find that someone.


Yeah, I met few people since we broke up but..lets just say they never really hit me that hard. Or perhaps I’m too used to be a swinger? Haha.


Perhaps Jesselton



Perhaps Jesselton

It was the first time I visit Jesselton, as the A320 landed at the airport with me and you on board. We sat next to eachother 2 ½ hours earlier, but I chose to find those empty seats behind while the plane is over Natuna, as you kept your lips sealed. You are all mum since I came over to pick you up at your aunt’s, while I wonder should I tag along to Jesselton, or just drop you at LCCT, the same place I fetched you five days earlier.

I thought this whole holiday plan would be fun, as you and me together under the sun. That’s what we always wanted, to be together after months of phone conversations and texts. That’s why I booked you AirAsia tickets, so you could come over and stay with me for few days and we’ll have good times together over short stint of time. That’s the reason I surveyed for nice place to stay in Cameron Highlands among all the things in my plan.

Well I decided to follow you to Jesselton, tought we both can talk all night as our cab moved slowly up the Signal Hill, the shortcut our way to 1Borneo hotel on that busy evening. But you’ve got other plans, you need to see your boss tonight. So again you made me wait for you, just as the few days when you left my place. Staying with aunt and your cousin, I just have to let you since it was your wish. And how I waited for days, you just sent simple messages, giving me hope but you never returned.



3.30am, I was still awake, waiting for you in front of the hotel as it drizzles in Jesselton, there’s no sight of you or any signs. I bet you’ve found your comfortable bed somewhere.
As sun rises in Jesselton, I woke up and wished I never came here just to spend a night alone in hotel room. Then suddenly there was knocks on the door, just as I opened you stand right outside. Still you didn’t talk much compared when you’re on the phone last week, when you said how much you love me and that you can’t wait to see me. But it’s all changed.

This time you seemed can’t wait to go back to Tawau and how you rush me to call a cab. It’s still morning and the flight is only at night, what’s chasing you dear? You didn’t answer and just pulled your heavy suitcase out. I just followed and in no time we’re on the back seat of a cab.
I suggested we drop by at Jesselton, but you wanted to head straight to the airport. Well it’s ok, you just go ahead to Terminal 2, I’d go wander around Jesselton alone. I got off the cab in front of Centre Point, making my way to the waterfront. As I walk in Jesselton, my mind was on you. So I asked Jesselton, what I did wrong until you completely changed.




I walked alone along Tanjung Aru, thinking and pondering everything about me and you. Still I have no answer to the question I asked Jesselton. Perhaps Jesselton will tell while I walk in the drizzle towards Terminal 2.

As the plane took off the runway, I wave Jesselton goodbye. Perhaps Jesselton, I will come again with more stories to tell you. Perhaps Jesselton, my stories the next time will be more beautiful, just as beautiful as you.

Football Fever's Coming Back



Yeszzza..the football fever is coming back soon..no I'm not talking about BPL. I hate BPL & the English football teams remember? We're talking about Italian Serie A and Spanish La Liga. It's back to business for clubs in the Peninsular on Aug 22nd, while in Spain it'll be on Aug 30th.


For Serie A, my eyes would be on my favourite team, Milan especially Huntelaar and hopefully they can do things without Kaka'. Oh how I miss Kaka' in red and black jersey T.T


As for La Liga, it'll be interesting to see how the galacticos perform with big summer transfers and would looove to see Kaka' perform better than Crybaby Ronaldo. As well as how Ibrahimovic perfoms in Barca.

Buonno calcio!

Can't wait!

Chi trova un amico, trova un tesoro



In italiano, there's a proverb that reads: Chi trova un amico, trova un tesoro.
It means who finds a friend, finds a treasure.

I couldn't agree more on this, as finding a friend is as hard as finding treasure.
Coz sometimes, after all the hardships and all, we just ended finding silly things like old, rusty junks instead of real treasure.


I've never hunt for treasures all my life, but I've met people who wanted to be friends, but in the end they'd just taking me for granted, or simply in Malay, ambik kesempatan jer..

In the mean time, I've found my treasures as well in form of really good friends, which I really treasure for all my life.

Durian Dalam Durian

Mom and Dad came to town this weekends and they brought me some fruits from kampung - some rambutans, mangosteens and a durian. This durian..


"Durian in Durian" hehe





District 9 - No Humans Allowed





District 9 is based on Alive in Joburg (video), a short film directed by Neill Blomkamp, Sharlto Copley, Simon Hansen and Shanon Worley. The title is influenced by real life District Six, Cape Town. Copley also portrayed one of the interviewed policemen. The short film is about aliens landing in South Africa and becoming confined to a specific area and forced to work.

In the movie, aliens make first contact with Earth twenty-eight years prior while humanity waited for the hostile attack or for giant advances in technology, though neither came. Instead, the aliens that arrived were refugees, the last survivors of their home world. The creatures were set up in a makeshift home in South Africa's District 9 as the world's nations argued over what to do with them. Patience over the alien situation ran out and control over them was contracted out to Multi-National United (MNU), a private company uninterested in the aliens' welfare. MNU stands to receive tremendous profits if they can make the aliens' advanced weaponry work.

MNU, thus far, has failed in making the alien weaponry work, for activation of the weaponry requires alien DNA. Tension between the aliens and the humans comes to a head when an MNU field operative, Wikus van der Merwe (Sharlto Copley), contracts a mysterious virus that begins changing his DNA. Wikus quickly becomes the most hunted man in the world, as well as the most valuable, for he is the key to unlocking the secrets of alien technology. Van der Merwe becomes ostracized and friendless and comes to hide in District 9.

I Love to Save


Digi's coming up with this nice campaign called LovetoSave.
Well it's nothing to do with their prepaid package or postpaid plans, but it's how you can help some of the NGO's such as Malaysian Nature Society (MNS), National Council for the Blind (NCBM), National Cancer Council (MAKNA) and Malaysian Aids Foundation.







And true to the campaign name, you can help just by registering and Digi will donate RM5 to the organization of your choice. And they're targetting to donate RM150,000.00 in 30 days for these organizations.

I have just LovetoSave-d to the Nature Society..how about you?


English Football My Ass!


Eat that Andy Gray..so much for your over-hyped BPL..so much for a league dominated by foreign owners, foreign players etc..No wonder they can only brag on the only World Cup won on own soil..Pathetic!

Congrats to Barca that showed the sheer class, the way great teams of Europe like Milan, Real Madrid, Ajax play..Oh I can't wait for Milan to be back in the European elites and how I wish the real powerhouses of European football back to their best, just like in the 90's..I want to see more of Serie A, La Liga, Bundesliga etc instead of the boring BPL matches..

Thanks Messi! Thanks Iniesta! Thanks Eto'o!


p/s: Crybaby Ronaldo never failed to annoy me

You gonna try again

An 18 year old Italian girl tells her Mom that she has missed her period for  2 months..Very worried, the mother goes to the drugstore and buys a pregnancy kit. The test result shows that the girl is pregnant.



Shouting, cursing, crying, the mother says,
'Who was the pig that did this to you? I want to know!'

The girl picks up the phone and makes a call.

Half an hour later, a Ferrari stops in front of their house.

A mature and distinguished man with grey hair and impeccably dressed
in anAmani suit, steps out of a Ferrari and enters the house.

He sits in the living room with the father, mother, and the girl and tells them:

'Good morning, your daughter has informed me of the problem.
I can't marry her because of my personal family situation but I'll take charge.

I will pay all costs and provide for your daughter for the rest of her life.

Additionally, if a girl is born, I will bequeath a Ferrari, 2 retail stores,
a townhouse, a beach-front villa, and a $2,000,000 bank account.

If a boy is born, my legacy will be a couple of factories and a
$4,000,000 bank account.

If twins,they will receive a factory and $2 ,000,000 each.

However, if there is a miscarriage, what do you suggest I do?'

At this point, the father, who had remained silent, places a hand firmly on the man's shoulder and tells him.

'You gonna try again.'

Batang Gembira Anyone?




Why Malaysian Government insists on using English for math and science? 

This is because the whole world uses the language as an information and/or technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa, especially in school. See example below:- 

Hardware = barangkeras

Software = baranglembut

Joystick = batang gembira 

Plug and Play = cucuk dan main 

Port = lubang 

Server = pelayan 

Client = pelanggan 


Try to translate this:


ENGLISH:
That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client. 


Now in BAHASA:

Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.. 

Now you know.....WHY...